Sunday, December 25, 2005
Friday, December 09, 2005
Windy City?
The first time I saw the windmill downtown, I thought it was just some temporary exhibit to showcase the virtues of wind generated energy, or something like that. After all, it is on the grounds of 'Exhibition' Place. I soon learned however, that it is a permanent fixture in the skyline and will be joined by another one. This thing actually works, producing 1400 mwh of electricity per year. Translated, that's enough electricity to supply 250 homes!? A simple blip in the entire power grid I suppose? But as I was driving up north last month I noticed something new in the horizon............. there must have been about 50 of these things, it looked like some kind of alien invasion, and they seemed to have just popped out of the ground because they weren't there over the summer? Apparently these wind farms will been sprouting up all over the province. Ontario has actually been lagging behind the other provinces, but I was pleased to see that something was being done............... (taken from the CWEA website). The goal is obviously to reduce the emissions associated with energy production, and for Ontario to have 10% of its power coming from renewable resources by 2010. So I guess the downtown windmill isn't just for show after all....Actually the story of its erection (no pun intended) is quite interesting. It was not a government-led initiative, but one by a group of enviromentalists who banded together to form the co-operative which owns it: Windshare. Ordinary citizens can actually buy shares in the windmill and share in the profits as well. For more information about wind energy, check out the Canadian Wind Energy Association website and don't forget to hug some trees while you're at it.
Posted in: Toronto
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
Catalyst
I finally caught the Christmas Spirit the other night. I seem to have been fighting it this year, scoffing at how the Halloween candy didn't even get a chance to get cold before all the store windows were filled with jolly elves and candy canes.....blatant commercialism!.... Or how early they were playing carols on the radio. I didn't even care that Santa was in town for the Santa Claus Parade! HUMBUG I say! Well what pushed me over to the bright side you ask.....it was a snow storm. I guess there's nothing like a good downfall of snow to give the place the ambience conducive to all things Christmas. These past few days have certainly been a doozie in terms of snowfall, and like the song says "it doesn't show signs of stopping". As I was driving through the white menace at 1 in the morning from one end of the boondocks to another end of what is now just the semi-boony area of my house, (the word boondocks BTW come's from the Tagalog word bundok which means mountain, but I digress....) I decided to just take it easy, besides, there were hardly any other cars on the road, and I didn't want to ditch my car like I did on that very same road years ago when I was still in high school. So I drove slowly, tuned the radio to 97.3 FM where the annual 24hr carol-fest had already begun a week ago. In between the festive music, was told a really amazing story. Not just amazing, but unbelievably amazing! I like to believe that it's true.....
Anyways, here's the jist of it: A radio listener had written a letter to the radio host about a story that happened over 30 years ago. He told of how his white hair and beard often got him mistaken for the jolly old elf himself. One day, while doing some window shopping, he noticed a young lady staring at him from a distance. Eventually she approached him and addressed him as Santa. She confessed how silly she felt that a grown woman still believed in Santa, but she just didn't know where else to turn. She told him that she had written several letters but just didn't know how to get them to him. She explained that her husband was a soldier sent to the Vietnam War, but that he had been lost. She had been looking for him for the past three years, and she had reached the end of her rope. So our willing Kris Kringle gladly took her letters as well as the lost soldier's info and picture and promised the young lady that he would do what he could. Unfortunately, he had no luck himself......Later that year, our friendly neighbourhood Santa took a trip to the Philippines. A doctor friend of his asked if he could make a trip to his village on the coast so that his young patients there could see Santa in the flesh. While there, he was told a story of how an American soldier had washed up on shore some time ago, suffering from amnesia. He asked to meet the poor guy, and low and behold, he matched the picture that the young wife had given him. When he called the soldier by his name, the soldier began to remember who he was again. Santa made the arrangements, and on Christmas eve of that year, he knocked on the young wife's door in full Santa uniform. Wishing her a Merry Christmas, he pulled the missing husband into the doorway. And the Christmas miracle was complete. Apparently they're still happily married and their kids still call him Santa. Wow....was that for real? What are the chances? Sorry, my re-telling of the story would have more impact if I had some sappy instrumental music in the background, like they did on the radio.....Has anybody else heard this story?
Anyways, as I got closer to home I saw a huge flag in the shopping center parking lot being battered by the blizzard of snow and ice .....how much more Canadian an image could you get? But it reminded me of the Christmases I spent away from home in the tropic climes of the Philippines, where there never was so much as a snowflake at Christmas time. My first Christmas away from home, was a little bit lonely, a little bit foreign....I was literally that person singing "White Christmas".....But soon enough the Christmas spirit would get me there too.....Without the snow, I would always look for the road side Christmas lantern (Parol in Filipino) vendors to herald the arrival of the Christmas season for me..... I've always been fascinated by these things, mesmerized by their flashing regularity and their chaotic joyfulness....maybe I was hypnotized by all the blinking lights the first time I saw one, and I've been hooked ever since.....I got snow now, but I do miss the bright lights of a Philippine Christmas. Other things I miss: the little kids who would serenade you with carols for your spare change and their subsequent thank you song, the fact that baby Jesus still outnumbers Santa Claus in the decorations that celebrate His birthday, oh, and the fireworks, did I mention the fireworks? New Year's eve is not the same anywhere else!
Oh well, Christmas eve is a month away, this Sunday is the first day of Advent - the season of preparation for the birthday of Christ, there's snow on the ground, the Christmas trees have been chopped down and are ready for sale, and the lights are going up everywhere. Time to put up the parols! Christmas is in the air......
Posted in: Ponderings
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Saturday, November 12, 2005
Four Weddings, A Funeral, and a New Life....
That's life as they say.....c'est la vie (en francais).....it can change in an instant....it may seem like the end of the world at times....and then you realize that its actually just the beginning of a new one.....a better one....the one you were meant to be in.....Don't ask me why things happen....I ask the same question myself....pardon the cliche however, but I believe that everything happens for a purpose.... I've learned not to fight it, complain or despair....when I compare my own infintesimally small wisdom to that Wisdom which gonverns the universe, I must yield.....yield and trust that I have placed my life in the right hands..... "Do not be afraid" - John Paul II Angelo de los Angeles
I almost got married once too.....I chose a passage to be read at the ceremony.....instead, I read it to a friend years later.....she liked it enough to ask me to read it at her own wedding:
"Now I will show you the way which surpasses all others. If I speak with human tongues and angelic as well, but do not have love, I am a noisy gong, a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and, with full knowledge, comprehend all mysteries, if I have faith great enough to move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give everything I have to feed the poor and hand over my body to be burned, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient; love is kind. Love is not jealous, it does not put on airs, it is not snobbish. Love is never rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not prone to anger; neither does it brood over injuries. Love does not rejoice in what is wrong but rejoices with the truth. There is no limit to love's forebearance, to its trust, its hope, its power to endure. Love never fails. Prophecies will cease, tongues will be silent, knowledge will pass away. Our knowledge is imperfect and our prophesying is imperfect. When the perfect comes, the imperfect will pass away. When I was a child I used to talk like a child, think like a child, reason like a child. When I became a man I put childish ways aside. Now we see indistinctly, as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. My knowledge is imperfect now; then I shall know even as I am known. There are in the end three things that last: faith, hope, and love, and the greatest of these is love" 1 Cor. 13:1-13
Love is God (not just another cliche)
Congratualtions to the newlyweds.....
Laurie and Lee
Jeremy and Catherine
Farewell and Godspeed dear Amparo..........
Posted in: Love
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Friday, November 11, 2005
Lest we forget...
In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.
We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved, and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.
Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.
~Lieutenant Colonel John McRae, MD (1872-1918) Canadian Army physician
Posted in: Poetry
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005
The CN Tower
So what is that giant phalus in the Toronto skyline anyways.....does it do anything? .... what is is for? ..... these are questions I hear a lot about the C(anadian)N(ational) Tower.... I hadn't been up in 10 long years, but thanks to my friend on a secret mission, and now Maricel-->
I've visited it twice in the past 2 weeks.... Here are some interesting facts about the CN Tower:
1) Completed in 1976 after 40 months of construction, by the Canadian National Railway. It was to be a show of the strength of Canadian Industry. It was also built in response to the skyscraper boom of the 60's that resulted in poor radio and television signals in Toronto. Today, the broadcasting facilities on the tower provide for radio, television, and other telecommunication signals. So it IS good for something....
2) At 553.33 m or 1,815 ft, 5 inches tall, it is the world's tallest free-standing structure, and the world's tallest building (depending on what your definition of a building is anyway). Its glass floor and look-out level are at 342 m /1,122 ft, and 346m /1,136 ft respectively. The Skypod is the world's highest public observation deck at 147 storeys or 447 m /1,465 ft, and its roof is at 457.2 m.
3) In comparison, the Ostankino Tower in Moscow is 537 m/1,762 ft, the Taipei 101 in Taipei is 508 m/1,670 ft, the Oriental Pearl Tower in Shanghai is 468 m/1,535 ft, the Petronas Towers in Kuala Lampur are 452 m/1,453 ft, the Empire State Building in NY is 443 m /1,453 ft, and the Sears Tower in Chicago is 442 m/1,450 ft (527.3 m if you include its antenna).
4) Declared one of the 7 Wonders of the Modern World by the American Society of Civil Engineers along with the Itaipu Dam on the Brazil/Paraguay border, the Golden Gate Bridge, the Panama Canal, the Chunnel, the North Sea Protection Works off the European coast, and the Empire State Building.
5) Has a revolving restaurant at 351 m, containing the world's highest wine cellar.......it takes 72 min for one complete revolution....
6) It's elevators travel at 6 m/s or 20 ft/s, and only take 58 s to reach the look-out level at 346m /1,136 ft....there are 1,776 stairs if you're afraid of high speed elevators....
7) Visited by approx. 2 million people each year....for more facts come to Toronto....
So what's that mammary at the foot of the CN Tower? ....that's another blog.....
Posted in: Architecture, Toronto
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Murder in University College
I used to have a class in the building known as University College (UC) at U of T ......... it was a physics tutorial if I recall correctly.....scary...... ya, the physics part, and the fact that this building is haunted by a ghost.... Here's the ghastly tale in honour of All Hallow's Eve: His name was Ivan Reznikoff, a sculptor who worked on the construction of UC....Ivan was saving up his money so he could marry his long-time girlfriend. Unbeknownst to him, she was having an affair with another sculptor, Paul Diabolos.....they say that if you study the gargoyles on UC you'll find a smirking Diabolos accross from a cuckolded-looking Reznikoff somewhere on the building....Diabolos convinced the girlfriend to steal Reznikoff's money and run away with him. Needless to say Reznikoff was pissed when he learned the truth.....a fight ensued and if you look carefully, even after more than a hundred years, you can still find the mark of an axe swung against a door during the melee.... in the end Reznikoff is killed by Diabolos who buries his body under the stairwell, only to be found many years later after the fire of 1890...he was identified by the initials on his belt buckle. They say he likes to appear on the road near the front entrance, and his appearances indicate an impending disaster.....legend also says that his ghost will not rest until the "language of Greece ceases to show its face upon the college calendar" (Diabolos was Greek).....Greek is still taught at the University of Toronto.....
Posted in: Toronto
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
I am 1,018,111,743 seconds old and counting.....
Foo-Foo was just discussing how a friend of hers had so much time on his hands as to be able to determine how many seconds old he was....well if you don't have THAT much time on your hands, but would still like to know, here's a link: Birthday Calculator
Thanks for the link Jing!
Posted in: Ponderings
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Toronto Islands
A friend of mine recently paid a surprise and covert visit to Toronto while on a secret mission. So being the devoted Torontophile and eager tour-guide, I happily showed said friend around. I derive much pleasure living vicariously through first time visitors to what has become commonplace to me, I always learn something and/or appreciate something new about my environs. This gave me an opportunity to visit with another old friend of mine.......... The Toronto Islands ............... As a child I knew the Toronto Islands only as "Center Island", a place we would go to for picnics, log flume rides, cable car rides and petting zoos when my cousins from Jersey would come down.....in fact "Center Island" is just one of the handful of small islands making up the "Toronto Islands", it's where the kid's stuff can be found....as I grew older I gained a new appreciation for this collection of small islands just a stones throw from the city's lakeshore....The Native Peoples considered them a place of leisure and relaxation, and today that spirit has been preserved.....They are a NOT so central, “Central Park” for Torontonians….physically separated from the downtown core by Lake Ontario, the islands offer a nearby getaway spot, with bed and breakfasts, a nude beach, and hectares of parkland....Unfortunately, the fall weather has not been co-operating lately, so we couldn't really do so much exploring…..I guess all those record-breaking 30 plus degree days gave a false sense that the Earth's axis had shifted and that this part of the world was actually now in the tropics….But I guess the evidence in mounting, summer really is over, and the great hibernation is beginning.... have to wait another year to search for that nude beach I guess?
Posted in: Toronto
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Saturday, October 01, 2005
Wake me up when September ends.....
Has the summer of my discontent finally ended?.....I feel spent, like a man who is forced to wear his genitals as a pendant.....I had a chance to go to London today.... no, not England!.... just Ontario....it's a nice city, from what I was able to see of it...... I finally got to see the University of Western Ontario ..... Anh's Alma Mater....it's a nice campus...... it earns its reputation as the party capital of Canadian academe as I saw numerous students walking around intoxicated in the early afternoon..... ahhh to be young and wasted again.....
Posted in: Architecture, Travels
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Alma Mater
Preparing for my exams has brought me back to my alma mater, the University of Toronto.... During a really useless gastroenterology lecture I decided to take a break and walk around campus. The old spirit of academe is still present, exactly as I remember. But today, you can appreciate numerous examples where the old architecture has been juxtaposed to newer more modern additions. In many cases the new has actually been incorporated into the old, without destroying the integrity of the original building. The ambience is definitely still conducive to the pursuit of higher learning.
Posted in: Architecture, Toronto
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Toronto's Poet Laureate
I came upon an article in a magazine while sitting in class....I know, I know, I should've been listening to the lecture instead of reading a magazine, but I digress....the article was about the new Poet Laureate for the city of Toronto; Fr. Giorgio Di Cicco....the funny thing was, the poem quoted in the article was about the priest's take from the other side of the confessional grill....funny because I had just gone to confession last week, and because I never really thought about what goes through the mind of the priest:
In the Confessional
do you want to know?
dark, how dark it is?
it is the lightest place I know. There is no light,
no darkness;
a lot of mumbling, foreign accents, weeping;
you hear the heart; the words drone, halt, put on hats,
it is the heart you want.
it is always the same human heart.
that is why personality bores me. it is the same heart
over and over, it is not sexy or stupid or bright.
it is the same song. love me, love me, tell
me i am loved. it is the same sin over and over.
and it goes like this; i am the worst sinner in the world,
what I am can never be forgiven. it is worn like skin,
to be raked off again and again with a hand in the dark
making the sign of the cross. it is my hand, raised wearily,
tired of the human creature worthless to itself.
i know God is not tired. i am just there,
i do not know what goes on between them, the grace that
shoots through me, what He does with them before and after.
i am just there to hear the heart, and say words that make
it beat. it is the same heart in the dark that is not
dark, i make a field for us to run in. i listen and take them
out of their skin, these bodies,
i take the skin from around the heart, the skin so tight around them,
i see nothing, i know nothing but the same old heart,
the young in it; and i grow old, child afer child and the
shucked bodies taken down the river like pelts,
with the sound of children behind me,
the nakedness of God and the deserving.
Pier Giorgio Di Cicco, Living in Paradise: New and Selected Poems
"Part of why I became a priest was to help people finish the poem of their lives and to help write it with them or they write mine"
Posted in: Poetry
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Haiku to Gas
You make my car go
Now you are so expensive
Shall I take the bus?
Make money at work
Just so I can drive TO work?
That is very sad
When will you come down?
I have plantar fasciitis
Zoom-zoom is thirsty
Posted in: Poetry
by Angelo at 11:00 pm 2 comments
Spiritual Laundry Day
I finally made time to go to confession today. I hadn't gone in a long while and I felt I needed to reconcile myself. For several months I've felt disconnected and somewhat lost, my direction was all off, I was spread thinly over a crumbling cracker. Things may have been getting better somewhat, but something was missing....I needed to start over....What surprised me was the long line of people actually waiting to admit all the bad things they've done. I thought everybody stayed away from confession.....I know that when I was younger, I was traumatized as an old priest grilled me on exactly how many times I committed each sin I confessed, and came out more embarassed than renewed......well I still get palpitations waiting in line to the confessional, but thank God the confessors I encounter today have been fellow human beings who understand what it's like to be imperfect and constantly falling of the wagon....needless to say I came out today feeling renewed, refreshed and ready to get back on that wagon again. PEACE OUT!
fix your eyes on Him for a just a minute, even when your eyes are closed His image will be within you
Posted in: Ponderings
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Monday, August 15, 2005
Turning over to the Blogger side
Lately I've been hearing a lot of people complaining that their blogs are being erased on Friendster! I can't imagine all the time I've wasted blogging there just go down the drain in an impending Friendster meltdown, so I decided to transfer my blog here. Blogger seems to be a more vibrant blogging community anyway. Thank Jinx peace out.
Posted in: Ponderings
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Sunday, July 31, 2005
Taming my very own shrew
Tu Anh and I recently learned that there is a theatre at Ashbridge's Bay Park presenting William Shakespeare's "Taming of the Shrew". It's not your usual Shakespeare in the park 'cause there's actually a roof over your head, so rain or shine, the show will go on..... The backdrop of the stage is a great view of the park, and Lake Ontario in the disance. You can even hear the waves crashing onto shore, adding a pleasant background noise to the actors' dialogue. Shrew is the story of Kate, who has a reputation of being a shrew, a.k.a. a big beeeach. She is married off to Petruchio who subsequently tries to break her fiestly spirit to the point of total obedience. I must say, the end of this play must be a feminist's nightmare! I could've sworn that I heard a vein pop in Anh's neck. Some advice from Kate:
"Fie, fie! unknit that threatening unkind brow,
And dart not scornful glances from those eyes,
To wound thy lord, thy king, thy governor:
It blots thy beauty as frosts do bite the meads,
Confounds thy fame as whirlwinds shake fair buds,
And in no sense is meet or amiable."
Take that Shrew-Anh!....just kidding sweetie hehe.....geez I'm gonna get a beating for that one....
Other Shakespeare in the park productions around town:
High Park: Much Ado about nothing
Withrow Park: Merchant of Venice
Brampton's Ken Whillan's Square: All's well that ends well (July 22-Aug 8), Richard III (Aug 12-29), Twelfth Night (Sept 2-3)
Mississauga Bradley Museum: The Complete Works of William Shakespeare (abridged)
Posted in: Toronto
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